Well we closed out the year with another upset. We decided to give IUI another shot and it didnt work, so New Years Day brought a new cycle :( what a way to start the year. We are now saving for InVitro. Our plan is to do IVF in November, so we are taking this break as a time to get healthy and mentally prepare for the "last step". I never thought we would be at this point, where IVF was our last chance. We also decided after a situation at our clinic that we are going to switch to a different fertility clinic all together. When you call into the office on New Years Eve as instructed by your nurse and they won't put your call through because they have shortened hours and "it's not an emergency" according to them, it makes you want to scream. So, we decided enough was enough we had given them enough of our money and time. When researching the statistics on InVitro success rates here in Indiana we found that the new clinic actually has the highest success rates in the state. We are going to meet our new Dr in March, we are both excited for a fresh start! Last night we watched a movie that I have been wanting to see and I'm sooooo glad we decided to wait until it came out on DVD because I bawled my eyes out. The Odd Life of Timothy Greene is an amazing movie about a couples struggles with infertility and their hope and desire for a child. I was an emotional wreck last night after watching it. I needed a good cry, I highly recommend it for anyone going through this journey. It's so hard to stay positive and have hope, I never thought we would be at this point in our journey with still no baby. Praying that 2013 is a much better year for us and that we will finally get pregnant and stay pregnant!
"Let your hope make you glad. Be patient in time of trouble and never stop praying." Romans 12:12
